Im supposted to be the strong one

Falling

Sinking

Love wears many shades

May I put on my black heels?

Trip for you Like I always do

Into that same promise

forever and ever and yet its never.


I want to have your word shrines in my name

Instead its just ignore

game-the one your hiding

and complain

Im tough as nails yet im crucified.

Love waiting for that ring

Bristles so hard agaisnt my chances.

Im loosing the fight and yet ill fight until I die..

without you im sunken

swollen ,want to be


fist mouth red lips
just to feel you again


where is this yellow brick road you said would take me home?

I fell into your quicksand.....

and unless you save me Ill diss-apeAr.


so gentle the hurt comes round again.

these tears arnt an act.

bleed bleed,and ill bleed again .

For YOU.