So I'm stronger now , got the books , looks and smile to prove it .

The thing is that while the moon shines before the devil will speak , the whisper sounds more like a scream , my thoughts turn to you you you

while realizing that you may be whole , that you have someone to hold, someone that used to look like me..while me dropping the dark , into newer lights , still does not have those rays to open up her heart

while all I have is my responsibility and the freedom I don't care to need.. like you
because after you looked in to my eyes for the first time , my heart was truly alive..

like you you , changed and have forgotten my name


The same bands I said I used to hate , now I listen to on long drives

The movies you left with me , I watch over again looking over at the spot where you used to be

It's been more than 1,095 days since your lips have touched mine maybe more , and the clock on the wall still ticks in your memory...

If you only knew that I never could hurt a fly but somehow I made a mistake by hurting you..

I will cry tonight , knowing that I saw a future with you ...that even my busy persuits , new bright clothes , and adjusted mood will never really hide what my heart feels without you.

Empty

I try and tell the world it was all a fluke...

and the world gives me no reciept just recycled memories of you

the digital ghost whom I see has moved on .... but still haunts me..

say those forever words , in my dreams you are still taller than me
ear to ear cheek to cheek

mouth to mouth

I would still give forever , but you have closed the book...

someone get me a evp.. to tap into your channel.

I miss you .

In the wisper of the night ,
the only sound I hear is the silent echos of what used to be
Always a warm bed
Now is cold with regret
Finally free but what we seek isn't what we find
I'm still trying to light you on fire
so my heart can breathe through a web of illusion and fear
Once so weak , even in love
Had all my armor but no back up army
It is so odd to be so alone when the whole work is reaching out it's arms
Cracking a smile ,
new oppertunities to be had
Shake you off like bees
Reaching new heights
My mind open
My heart a bit scorned
There must be a prize at the end of the rainbow
Someday real true everlasting love
Always picking up pieces
The coocoon coming off
I will defy you all
One thought at a time.